i am here. i went for my final job hunt today, if no job comes of this i am killing myself or moving to a forign country where men don't have to work because of their glands or something. there has to be a place like that. i miss my heather. i hate it that she left me forever. if she comes back to visit i think i might just have to kidnap her and make her stay here. i am sleepy. i hate being broke and i hate being lonely and i hate being lonely and broke.

i blame this whole predicament on one woman, and her name is jodie foster! well, okay, none of this is really her fault but, she's fuckin annoying.

in anycase, blah, i am supposed to be going to minneapolis to see taking back sunday on the 22nd with odds and Ry-ry. and possibly back there again for saves the day on the 27th if i can score a ride and a relativly inexpensive place to stay.

i had band practice today, it was ok. though jon's guitar broke and ben's cymbals are falling apart and i'm pretty sure my cock fell right off in the middle of gameover-reset.

i am better than everyone except for those who are equal or greater than me.

and if you tell me lies i will make love to you.

you mean nothing to someone until they mean nothing to you. then they are ALL about the you.
9/9/2002 04:54:36 AM

Sunday, September 08, 2002